There has been so much emotional upheaval going on here for the past few days (well since Thursday of last week to be exact). That I have been in this funky place. Not happy at all. Just angry and restless and well the whole hand-to-mouth thing flares up when I pull out “angry and restless”.
Then, I ended up having a really good day today. I got up, got showered, dressed and got the kids dressed and off we went out of the house. The walls released us and I felt… free.
But that’s not all! I made dinner and had everything ready by the time husb came home. After dinner I suggested that we go on a bike ride as a family. Not only did we go on the bike ride but we also stopped at the beach and walked it for about a half hour!
When our day was done and the kids were tucked into bed, I could hardly remember what I was so angry and restless for. It was like magic. I felt like a flower that was starting to dry up until someone poured water on it.
I feel invigorated. It’s after midnight and i’m still going from the adrenaline rush! Husb and I made a vow to try and do this every day of the week. It’s good for the kids and it’s good for us!
Ahhh….. I can go to bed happy now. FINALLY!